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Me & "Marilyn" 
Dear friends, readers;
I've always loved Marilyn - and over the years read the various biographies. Her tragic childhood and vulnerability made me sad. Her humor and sensibility sometimes made me smile. When the opportunity arose to write a story about her, I agonized over the process - but it finally flowed, fell into place, and was accepted for publication. 

In any case, as the various articles and books on Marilyn continue to appear, it takes me back to my original fascination with her - and to her persona and media over the years.


m a r i l y n  excerpt and anthology reviews
 

 . . . . Through the hacienda window she viewed bougainvillea climbing wrought iron. In a beige silk  robe she sat at the desk in her bedroom. She'd pinned up her hair; she wore horn-rimmed glasses. She yearningly opened a pictorial. The captions boasted of an American Camelot. The black and white photographs displayed images of a thin, elegant, loving mother; pampered, sun-kissed children; a wholesome, all-American man. Against backdrops of the Oval Office and the Atlantic Ocean he commandeered a desk; a sailboat. She knew Jack . . . the beach house was a box of light above sparkling sand, against a night sky. Of stark design, its glass walls framed people dancing, drinking and eating. Its deck faced the ocean. Inside, energies of jazz and laughter exploded through open doors and mingled with the sounds of the surf. The scent of sea air wafted through the sparsely furnished great room.

"Oh, I absolutely love negative ionization. It makes me high!" Marilyn squealed. She wore a low-cut black silk dress and black heels. Her skin well took the sun. The tip of her nose had been shortened and narrowed; concavity below her cheekbones had been enhanced by the extraction of a few back teeth. Short platinum blonde locks contrasted with tan skin, like vanilla frosting on a caramel cake. The mole on the left side of her face seemed an asymmetrical  accent to her physical perfection.

"Marilyn, darling, are you sure it's not the margaritas?" Laughed her small blonde companion.

"Truman!" 

"Would you believe who's here tonight? Am I hallucinating, or is that the president of the United States standing near the buffet table?"

 "Perhaps you are hallucinating."

She looked across the room. It was him. He was surrounded , but towered over most others. Reddish-brown hair. Tanned, freckled skin. Intense, friendly eyes that beamed intelligence and energy. Guests were practically standing in line to see him. To touch him.

"I'll be back in a minute, Truman. You stay here. I won't have you teasing me in front of the president of the United States!"

She wove through gauntlets of guests. Hopeful eyes surveyed her. Everyone wanted a part of her, it seemed. She edged through the group of actresses, actors, writers, and hangers-on. She fixed her eyes on him; eye beams connected them. He watched her walk toward him. Her pink lips were pursed; she looked from right to left. Her body had the lilt, the sway, of a woman wearing high heels. From sea to shining sea, her black silk-covered breasts glimmered under overhead light. Her body was a country, he thought, filled with cities and states, plains and vineyards, desert and farmland. Roads and highways. Thigh ways.

"Miss Monroe . . ." 

 "Call me Marilyn." 

 "Marilyn, it's wonderful to see you. . . er, meet you. I see all your movies." 

 "Hello Mr President . . . the feeling is mutual. I'm a happy constituent!" 

 He laughed. "Call me Jack."

"What brings you to California, Jack?"

"The fishing. The sailing. The parties." She smiled at his broad Boston A. 

"Let's get some fresh air, shall we?" He smiled. A few minutes apart, they separately left the room.
 


Truman stood on the deck, gazing the shoreline to his left. The man and woman leaned into one another as they walked. He was a head taller than her, and broad shouldered. Their voices lightly played against the slight roar of the surf. Their paths diverged as he walked towards a back entrance to the house. She walked the shore, then climbed the steps to the deck.

"Darling, you have sand in your hair. On your dress. Where are your shoes?"

"Shit! Those were Feraud pumps. Damn."

"And what's that fragrance you're wearing, dear?"

"Semen by the Sea. Sperme par la mer. New from Givenchy."  . . . she put away the photography book. They sometimes met at Peter's beach house. Sometimes at her house. He'd given her a private phone number. She never knew when he might actually call her. Her film was on hiatus until October. The press had reported in typically negative mode: Marilyn Fired From Film Set! She'd never gotten used to her life being publicly misrepresented. In any case she could use the break from filming. Cukor often demanded seemingly unnecessary takes. The summer stretched before her; she could use the rest. And the play.
 


She picked up a volume of poetry, went to the bed and lay down on her stomach, pillow under her breasts, knees bent, calves up, ankles crossed, feet pointing. Reading in bed centered her; reading and eating in bed was even better. Few things she found more relaxing than quietly drifting through words and images.

The phone rang; she jumped. She lifted the receiver.

"Hello?"

"What do you have on?" he asked.

"The radio."

"Very funny."

"That's it. That's what I have on, Jack." 

"Look, Marilyn . . . I don't have much time. Get a wiggle on."

" ‘Get a wiggle on'? Another one of your New England colloquialisms, no doubt!" . . . .

©  a f waddell 2004
 


Reviews @ Cleis Press

Reviews by Author Ashley Lister

Wicked: Sexy Tales of Legendary Lovers 
The Guild of Erotic Artists (Volume I)
 

When I first saw the call for submissions for Mitzi Szereto’s anthology, I had to admit I was intrigued.  History and sex should go together like bacon and jam.  These are two subjects that are so totally different they should not naturally be combined.  One is something that happened a long time ago and a subject I have seldom understood: the other is history.

Admittedly, bodice rippers and period romances are perennially popular, but this anthology called for more than that.  The CFS mentioned famous historical characters and demanded a speculative insight into their private lives.  It was such a unique challenge I had to put pen to paper.

My submission is on page 166 for those who are going to rush out and buy a copy.  But I’ll share a secret about Mitzi’s editing before you go to the shop: she’s ruthless.  When she sent back my proofs, complete with suggested revisions, there was a wry note attached to one of the typos.  My intention had been to mention the heroine’s “golden curls.”  But the typo pixies had intervened and produced the phrase “golden girls.”

“The Golden Girls?” Mitzi enquired.  “Dorothy, Rose and Blanche get everywhere, don’t they?”

Wicked begins with the King and ends with the Lord.  It’s fair to say that the anthology takes a pleasantly circuitous journey between these two legends through some of history’s most memorable names as perceived by some of today’s strongest erotic writers. 

Elvis, Axl and Me is a shining example of perfectly paced story-telling, quirky humour, and characterisation so strong you could almost kiss the heroine.  Award winning short story writer, novelist and essayist, Janice Eidus, has produced a tongue-in-cheek tale that sizzles with passion and sings with its own distinctive style. 

In The Ballad of Scott and Zelda, Maxim Jakubowski transports the reader back in time to the days of flappers and the American literati of the twenties, thirties and forties.  Aside from writing with his usual flair for noir erotica, Maxim makes this story delicious for the exchange he has included between Scott Fitzgerald and Ernest Hemingway. 

Tulsa Brown brings together Pablo Piccaso, Gertrude Stein and Alice Toklas with an imaginative twist and a sizzling content.  Lynda Schorr has produced a story that is grotesquely absorbing and arousing in spite of its subject matter.  Vanesa Baggott rewrites Genesis with her cleverly constructed tale: On The Eighth Day.

There are other legendary names in the anthology, and that remark applies to the authors as well as the protagonists in their stories.  Mitzi Szereto has included her Letter to Valentino, while Sacchi Green presents a glorious image of Dietrich in army boots.  The brilliant Ann Dulaney, the inimitable A F Waddell and the stylish Fiona Zedde all make compelling contributions.  There are plenty of others – all of them equally worthy of being mentioned - but a part of the appeal with this anthology is that you don’t know who you’re going to meet next and, personally, I don’t want to spoil the surprise. 

Some of these stories will entertain as they are read: others have that distinctive charm that makes them return to the thoughts days later.  Wicked: Sexy Tales of Legendary Lovers, is an anthology that is needed in everyone’s collection: and I’m not just saying that because my story is included. 

There are a goodly number of artists mentioned in Wicked and, after browsing through The Guild of Erotic Artists (Volume I) I can now understand why they are so highly revered. 

The Guild of Erotic Artists is a non-profit organisation that promotes the work of some fantastic contemporary erotic artists.  With their own exhibition hall (a renovated monastery) in the picturesque area of St Albans, it is obvious that they are serious about properly representing their members.  The quality of the book they have produced is superb.  Aside from being illustrated with dazzling photographs it is also replete with fascinating introductions to some of the Guild’s current artists and gives an insight into their inspirations, methods and motivations.

It’s a fascinating and absorbing read.  But the main thing that struck me with this volume was the diversity of styles the Guild promotes.  Obviously there are line drawings and paintings.  Lara Addams uses sanguine and sepia to produce such warm skin tones her images smoulder.  Paul John Ballard creates vivid drawings that are striking for their complex simplicity.  Ray Leaning has a gift for crafting the most lifelike glossy realism and James Alfred Scotchford produces superb and vivid canvases. 

Erotic photography is strongly represented.  Alex Treacher, John Keedwell and Douglas E show off their skills using light and dark techniques.  Mike Crawley, Paul Churchman and Petra Joy are amongst those who dazzle with a display of the rich and colourful.  The stunning photography produced by Gothic Images is bold, imaginative and intensely arousing.

But this volume contains more than the traditional drawings, paintings and photographs.  Ken Clarke, an artist and authority who has worked alongside Stephen Spielberg and George Lucas, reveals some of his erotic bodysculpting creations while explaining a little about the process involved in this unique form of expression.  Fellow sculptor, Andrew Smith, exhibits a gallery of his glorious monuments that are so soft on the eye it is almost impossible to believe they have been carved from stone.

Aside from presenting the traditional mediums, the Guild of Erotic Artists (Volume I) also exhibit digital art from talented Lindsay McDermid.  Mr McDermid produces stunning computer images that are so three-dimensional it is frustrating that a viewer can’t physically touch them.  Equally effective is the blend of photography and computer manipulation that Matthew Slade uses in his ultra-modern abstracts.

And the book isn’t without humour.  Julian Murphy, described by the Musée de l’Erotisme as, “…one of the finest erotic artists of his generation…” includes some fantastic works of gauche on board that genuinely entertain.  Mr Murphy manages to portray a pair of Swiss Army knives in a light that most of us had never imagined.  And what he can do with a vacuum cleaner or a clothes peg will make you wonder how you never saw the obvious eroticism in these commonplace household items.

Continuing the humour, Nancy Farmer has managed to present Ken and Barbie in a deliciously disturbing new light.  Meanwhile Saskia Deneuve has created some stupendous metaphors.  Studying the computer images she has created, it is obvious she is strongly influenced by Dali, Giger and a mischievous sense of fun.

There are currently some astounding artists producing erotic work of the highest calibre.  For anyone wanting to learn more about what’s happening and who is making it happen, The Guild of Erotic Artists (Volume I) is the best place to begin. 
 

A Book Review
Written by: Marcelle Perks - Rated 2.35 out of 5, 63 people have rated it.
Wicked: Sexy Tales of Legendary Lovers

  "You are my lover and I am your mistress and kingdoms and empires and governments have tottered and succumbed before now to that mighty combination."  Violet Trefusis 

I don’t know how many of us actually admit to being nosey about other people’s sex lives, but I bet most of us would like to know a few juicy details given half the chance.  Well this fabulous new book does just that.  Marcelle Perks does the honours and gives us an insight into the gems within!

This enticing collection of twenty-one red hot stories, all inspired by the legendary exploits of  the famous makes for fascinating reading and blends passion, angst and craft equally. The problem is simply this: we need a marketing category to describe the type of extraordinary fiction that Szereto is bringing together in her collections. The label ‘erotica’ doesn’t work anymore because the quality and variety of what is described as such is so diverse.

This is literary fiction with oodles of sex and mystique, and it’s all the more interesting because the writers are not afraid to describe sexual problems and complexes: Maxim Jakubowski writes about Scott Fitzgerald’s impotence, Ann Dulaney about the sexual fears of Hans Christian Andersen, Lynda Schor about Eva Braun’s last abortion.

The trend in American ‘erotica’ is for compact, pithy fiction that revolves around sex as a plotline but is less concerned with getting down to the niceties of the passion. Here we have a bit of British oomph and get to see human sexuality in all its perversions and glory, and the characters can age, be afflicted by various ailments and complexes and still get it on. Yep, even a wrinkled old Freud with a couple of prostitutes can be sexy. I suspect that editor Szereto is a secret romantic; she has a tendency to select stories pulsating with sensuous emoting with lots of attention to detail like costumes, petticoats and shoes. The standard set is lavish and stylish, and all twenty-one stories are well-crafted and imaginative with their subject matter.

Some of the writers have gone to a great deal of trouble to research biographical details for their imaginary sexual adventures. Sacchi Green’s Dietrich Wears Army Boots is particularly endearing and lovingly recreates part of Dietrich’s biographical details during the period when she was an army entertainer and had to live rough and wash her hair in her helmet. Maxim Jakubowski’s The Ballad of Scott and Zelda is particularly poignant as he knowingly delves into their fable of the original playboy. Fiona Zedde’s portrayal of a black lesbian love affair is exquisitely written and described in Love, Zora. AF Waddell’s Marilyn captures the star to a T, and Lisette Ashton has an interesting twist on the Marquis de Sade in the tale of Justine, who is here a literary agent peddling smut. The most imaginative tale is Vanessa Baggott’s On the Eighth Day which imagines how God might have sex with Mother Earth and her sister Mother Nature. The ideas, sexual styles and things that people find sexy are unimaginably diverse. I’m not going to reveal the secrets about Chairman Mao, Warren Beatty and Abraham Lincoln, if you want to find out, buy the book!

 


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